1) I don’t remember anything that happened this week cause all my attentions been in my thoughts…
2) Focusing on something does 2 things 1) makes it worse, 2) gives you dumb ideas
3) I had bacon once this week – therein lies my problems
4) Barrowed a book
5) In semesters past I took “mental health days” I can’t do that this semester.
6) In Christ Alone…
7) Ever feel like you have no idea what you’re doing, like at all?
8) Rain, rain, you can stay. Forever.
9) If I don’t write it down don’t expect me to remember it.
10) I’m a journal-er, I journal. It’s therapy.
O wretched man that I am! Who will deliver me from this body of death? I thank God through - Jesus Christ our Lord.
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Friday, April 13, 2012
Wednesday, December 28, 2011
My Past
I’ve been doing a lot of reminiscing lately. Remembering things I’ve done and places I’ve been in contrast to where and who I am now.
Typically I don’t look back. (but I may try to forget some things, but even those things are daring to be remembered too.)
Red Lobster, that’s where it began. Eating a lovely meal with grandma. Thinking, “Tables were never this clean in Egypt and food was never this good in Uganda.” Seeing, in stark contrast mind you, the difference from where I was and where I am.
That’s where many of my thoughts have been lately.
There’s a dirty and bland world out there. There are starving children and kids with AK-47’s killing each other and their families. There are women dying in the streets far away from their home. And a man with one hand no lips, no eyes, and acid burns on his face begging for money in a dank corner of a Ugandan market.
We’d consider it out-of-control, they’d consider it normal.
Egypt I loved, Uganda scared me, Israel was homely, Amsterdam was crazy, and Frankfurt was too short.
This isn’t a list of credentials to be read and envied. It’s not a look-at-me-I’m-better-than-you-cause-I-traveled list. It’s just a dude remembering how good we’ve got it here in, “no-where,” Wichita, Kansas.
We can drink the water in the showers, and brush our teeth from faucet water and not a bottle. We all (for the most part) have cars (no matter how crappy they are). Houses, safety, and pets we don’t have to eat.
No-where Wichita seems like a vacation compared to war-torn Africa. #justsaying
Typically I don’t look back. (but I may try to forget some things, but even those things are daring to be remembered too.)
Red Lobster, that’s where it began. Eating a lovely meal with grandma. Thinking, “Tables were never this clean in Egypt and food was never this good in Uganda.” Seeing, in stark contrast mind you, the difference from where I was and where I am.
That’s where many of my thoughts have been lately.
There’s a dirty and bland world out there. There are starving children and kids with AK-47’s killing each other and their families. There are women dying in the streets far away from their home. And a man with one hand no lips, no eyes, and acid burns on his face begging for money in a dank corner of a Ugandan market.
We’d consider it out-of-control, they’d consider it normal.
Egypt I loved, Uganda scared me, Israel was homely, Amsterdam was crazy, and Frankfurt was too short.
This isn’t a list of credentials to be read and envied. It’s not a look-at-me-I’m-better-than-you-cause-I-traveled list. It’s just a dude remembering how good we’ve got it here in, “no-where,” Wichita, Kansas.
We can drink the water in the showers, and brush our teeth from faucet water and not a bottle. We all (for the most part) have cars (no matter how crappy they are). Houses, safety, and pets we don’t have to eat.
No-where Wichita seems like a vacation compared to war-torn Africa. #justsaying
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