I started packing my house up
tonight. It’s been nearly three years since I moved in here, there’s a ton of
stuff that’s been left by the five roommates that have been here during that
time and a ton of my stuff.
It’s
nuts to think that in the next month I’ll finish a semester, move to a
different state, and get married (to a fantastic woman of God). It’s crazy to
think that in four short weeks Wichita, where I was born, and raised, and saw
two churches started, and went to school, and made memories, and grew as a
Christian, it’s crazy to think it won’t be ‘home’ anymore. Putting my books in
boxes and my coats in a trunk made me finally realize what was going on, and it’s
awesome and sad.
This
is the time of my life where Gen 12:1-3 is true, “Go from your country and your kindred and
your father's house to the land that I will show you. And I will make of you a
great nation, and I will bless you and make your name great, so that you will
be a blessing. I will bless those who bless you, and him who dishonors you I
will curse, and in you all the families of the earth shall be blessed.” Not to
be great or to be known, but merely to follow my God where he is taking me…
where he is taking us (I’m not just a single anymore).
God
is incredibly good; he’s incredibly crazy too. He’s made the sun and stars, and
men and women and called us to live fully and freely in him. He’s sent his son
to save sinners, which’ll always be more astounding than moving to another
state and getting married. We always must return to the one simple and
wonderful truth that God has saved sinners like us and then called us sinners
to be one and worship him while we proclaim Jesus to each other, the world, and
eventually our children. That’s crazy.
It’s
Easter. This morning Jesus rose from the dead and on Friday he was murdered by
you and for you. He crushed the serpent’s head on Friday and this morning he
took death by the throat and killed it’s sting. And therefore it is appropriate
that I start packing my things into a box tonight, as an act of worship to my exquisite
God who calls us dead to live and us whores to purity – that’s a recklessly extravagant
God, the One who saves the un-saveable and restores the un-restorable and
establishes the un-established as his children.
We
worship a living God who can make impossible things come to life – who can make
fiction reality and kill the dragon of our sin.